US or Korea? Answer me, Ashiv.

Me getting on a flight tomorrow is going to change my life entirely.
To be honest, I had all my pride coming from my job, not my look or any other factors.
Not having my own career will make me feel like such a useless person, and I already feel it.

You mentioned that my parents never taught me how to be a wife. Maybe you are right. I don’t know how to be a housewife with no job outside of the home. None of my family members are housewives. They all have their jobs or businesses of their own.

It is already scary that I will have to be home doing nothing but cooking. I will have to depend on you 100%, and I will be the weak one for a long time.

You will just continue your routine, and you will not go through any changes except that you have me there.

Sorry to bring this up, but you keep everything you have, and I lose everything. If you think I have nothing to lose because I already have no money, it is really different from what I think.

This is such a hard decision and a hard thing to do. I really hope you get this.

I am in so much anxiety and sadness the whole week. It is making me sick too.

You know that the salary offer from KOVA is still valid, and they are still telling me to restart the regular hours. It is 80K. I give it up.

My family, no matter how much you hate them, is not only here, but they also do not know I am leaving. It is such a bad thing to do as a family. The worst thing to do is this. I will never get out of this guilt.

My friends and acquaintances— I have people to kill time for coffee and for some activities I like to do. And there will be no one but you. I will be isolated completely from the world. I won’t be a social human being anymore. You forbid social media, social activities, or meeting new people. So that will be the life I have.

Can you share your opinion about my situation besides “Don’t worry”?