My dream about having a family.

I might not have so much in my pocket, but I was always dreaming of raising kids at home with full of love. I dreamed about taking my kids out on a rainy day jumping in the rain singing and laughing.
I imagined going to the park as a family and sit down and do the picnic, chatting silly things.

That is my dream.

One thing very crucial thing is conversation to achieve it.

You claim I draw the worst in you. Then there is no way we can have mature and decent conversation. It is going to be always disasterous.