To give you a little bit of explanation, I planned on leaving everything behind like I am really starting a new life there including the phone. Thankfully, you mentioned the phone company provides free phone if I connect with the new plan. So I thought, “Ok, I will not contact Korea anyways. Why not leave everything here?”.
That may sound very stupid, but I was that much desperate to find a way for me to feel less crazy.
I didn care about clothes anymore since I do not need them if I am going to be home all the time.
You really dont know what is happening to me right?
Probably you are right. I became a very wrong and ugly person. True.
I am not bright and energetic anymore. I became such a negative and ugly person. Maybe you are right. I drag your worst side all the time because I am that kind of person.
I looked at my notes in the past.
It actually says “You tell me I make you the worst”. So maybe it is not a new thing. I am that kind.
Korean Patricia 
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