Chapter 4. Doubts

I am back in Korea after the business trip.

It is time to put things into action. I have to meet the guy (ex) and end the relationship. Instead, I am meeting with the new one every day after work. I decided to do it on a weekend.

For about a month, I have been talking to a new guy instead of a current(?) one. It is time to align things in the right way. But I am worried. What if I am wrong? What if this is just a fire I am intrigued with, with no clear judgments?

I see some red flags from the new guy. He gets annoyed too easily. I do not know what to do with this type of person. Everything is an angry factor. I feel scared when he gets angry.

I voice my concerns, and he takes me out on a cute date downtown. He takes me to Baskin Robbins. He starts talking and shares his personal story. It changed my negative thoughts about him. I see him as one of the strongest and the most honest people. I told myself, “He has gone through a lot, and he is on pain medication for the surgery. Let’s help me rather than judge and abandon him.”